Visible Bump!

Yesterday I woke up and got dressed. Then I sat down on the couch and noticed that there was a definite, pronounced bump happening on my bel'. I tried to take a picture of it so I could post it here and on Myspace, but damned if the digital camera batteries were dead, and refused to take a charge from the battery charger.

I guess its not that bad, seeing as how I still don't look pregnant to the average person, only to people I know. To strangers, I just look like a wino! Haw!

I have been feeling a lot better- no more morning sickness for a while now. But I am extremely tired all the time still and I have to force myself to eat a lot of the time. Al keeps yelling at me because sometimes I will go a whole day without eating very much and not realize it. Seriously, if you listed off all my favorite foods... none of them sound good at all. Cooking food is even worse. I can't stand the smell of food cooking now!

I am feeling a lot of anxiety about whether or not I am gonna be a good mama to TWO babies. I know I am a good mom to Felix, but sometimes I forget that it is not going to be him and me for much longer. I love him so much and I never want him or the new baby to feel like they are second best to the other.