Baby Lars.

I really wanna have the baby.

I was thinking how cool its gonna be to hold him for the first time

When Felix was born, I was so blown away by the whole thing that it didn't even feel real. Not even the pain.

After I brought him home, I kept thinking, "This baby is so precious; its going to be so sad when his mom takes him home."

Then I would catch myself and say, "Wait, I'M his mom. Wow, he's here for good."